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TW: Domestic Abuse, Alcoholism, Depression . . . . . . Hey everyone, It’s been so SO long since I’ve posted, and I thought I’d update you all since I last posted. Please bear with me as I write this because it’s an emotional post, but explains my absence from here. As many of you know, I struggle with a learning disability (Autism) and have been all my life, in addition to depression, and severe anxiety since I was in my teens. On October 3rd, 2018, I found out coming home from work that my very first friend and best buddy from childhood unfortunately overdosed on fentanyl-laced drugs and passed away as a result. Since the day he passed, I’ve been undergoing a years-long battle with depression and stress, and a huge problem with alcohol. I admit and own up to suffering from alcoholism for 2 1/2 years, and it’s one of the darkest periods I’ve ever had in my life. I was having a really hard time processing it because it took me so long to realize he was gone and not coming back and didn’t know how to handle my emotions. It got worse from May-August 2020 as I left (or rather fled) from a horrifically abusive relationship that has left me with severe trauma. I thankfully got all my personal belongings back from her, but I will never forgive her for what she did. Never in my lifetime. (To comply with ToS here, I will not be speaking about exactly what she did in this post. If you wish to find out more, please write a message to me.) I have not returned to the city she was in at the time we dated since the breakup, and every time I come close to there I get extremely nervous and anxious. As a result of one of the unmentionable incidents, I received a vasectomy on July 29th, 2021. In March 2021, I lost my first full-time job for reasons I’m still having a hard time understanding. It took it to a new low and I as getting darker and darker by the day. I had no energy or desire for anything anymore. I lost pretty much all my friends (except a select few), and that was harder than ever to process. I was alone and didn’t have anyone to turn to when I needed help. In November 2021, I knew that if I ever was to return to the workforce, I needed to do so safely and have my mental health completely re-assessed. On November 9th, 2021, I saw a psychiatrist with my mom present and months later, I received a diagnosis of PTSD in March 2022 after I’ve been having nightmares about my abuse since the breakup off and on as well. I’m actively taking medication to ward off the nightmares in addition to using medical cannabis (in a safe and controlled manner of course.) On April 4th, 2022, I finally and safely re-entered the workforce with my current full-time job where I work with cannabis every day and it’s a job with amazing staff and better pay than I’ve ever gotten. They are all so understanding to me and my life situation and I couldn’t be happier. My life has been on the up and up since then, and I’m currently studying to be a Computer Technician/IT Technician, and I’m keeping up with all my bills ❤️ I appreciate you all sticking with me so far and for this long. It means the world to me and I love every single one of you ❤️ I’ll be posting as much as I can and very soon ❤️